greetings from bangkok Have to admit i'm slighty worried too. The city is covered in sandsacks, the military is everywhere, people have been building brickwalls to cover their front doors. And of course i've seen the pictures. ... mehr»

"Why does life just have to take every good thing, one at the time.." I miss him. Its his smile. This boyish smile that he can't help when he sets the stove on fire..

I want it back, please give it me back.. I'm more disappointed then i should be but i can't help it. I haven't talked to him in a month. It was his idea to skype tonight but he didn't show up. first i wasn't sure about it, didn't want to make ... mehr»

away from the sun mhh, three days to go. hard to imagine to leave here for ever. even marc is almost emotional..

wtf "..but this is illegal, so we can't make a program for that.." illegal?! you are hackers for christ's sake! what the hell happened in the last few years? hackers used to be proud of braking laws. what ... mehr»

get me home i miss you. i miss having people around who like me. i can't believe i ended up somewhere where nobody cares. my own boyfriend cares more about his ex that he hasn't seen for years.

snak, lunch, salad, main, grog, wine, gift , ginger, bed, god i'm bore... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! 350mg? 350?!? that's the highest concentration of guarana tablets i could find on german ebay. i just ate 4000mg, 350.. disaster. what would i do with out guarana.. you can't even ... mehr»

cause if you did you wouldn't do this things you do just sitting here, wanting to get out. i know what i really want is everything here to be good again but i know i can't have that. its over. let me go. i gave up. now let me go. 4 weeks.

you don't love me you don't care ok. i'm not being fair. its not his fault. he is tired and i'm just sick of everything. i can't blame him. he was always like that and its my own stupid fault. ok. it still sucks

this is it this suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks! i know i'm gonna miss him like hell as soon as i'm gone, but man, i can't handle it. i thought if you're with somebody who's almost 7 years older you have to live ... mehr»